Marooned.

FUCKKKK!!!!!

I have hundreds of missing photos from the second day I was in Stockholm. Early morning walk to the Swedish Institute. The inside of the Swedish Institute. Empty streets of Gamle Stan. The cruise. Vaxholm. The view from the top of Kaknäs Tower.

I blame technology for eating all of these photos up because I have a few from before I took those photos and the rest after that day. Human error, technological error, who knows. But I’m so fucking upset. URGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I know someone who says he doesn’t take photos because everything is in his head. And he’ll remember the important stuff. I shall have to take a page out of his book regarding this day I guess.

Upsetting.

The stars never stop shining. Its just a matter of whether we can see them, whether we search them out in the inky black sky.

Its doubtful that we look up at the nights’ sky and look for these stars every night, but they still shine. Every night, and day.

Between love and a waste of time.

Heard this song from Avenue Q when Hossan Leong performed it at his concert Michelle and I attended tonight. It was fun, and he was good! I liked ‘Piano Man’ too. Hossan is amazing. I think he’s one of the best talents from Singapore.

Billy Joel – Piano Man

I’m flying off tonight! I’m so excited!

(:

my bag is overweight and I shall blame it entirely on the luggage weighing too much for its own good. I can’t take anything else out anymore! Or I will be in desperate need of something that costs an arm and leg over in Scandinavia.

I’ve been cloistering myself at home for the past few days, being a good little girl and learning to do my own laundry with a spanking new washing machine which I understand, finally, and ironing, albeit only to reasonable decency.

Printing out info on all the places I’m going. I’m so excited!! Ok. Time for dinner.

Bye Singapore. Hello Sweden. Then Denmark. Then Norway. (:

Be calm, only by a calm consideration of our existence can we achieve our purpose to live together – Be calm – love me – today – yesterday – what tearful longings for you – you – you – my life – my all – farewell. Oh continue to love me – never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved.
Ever thine
Ever mine
Ever ours

- Ludwig van Beethoven to his Immortal Beloved.

Featured in Sex And The City – The Movie.

Sweet.